23 heures, 12 minutes.
Hey! I guess we are back to the 'Log B', but whatever. I may end up able to type this up tomorrow on someone else's computer or something, but anyway it really doesn't matter.
I'm really really restless and having real culture shock. This is not Ottawa vs Quebec. This is East Asia vs Northern Quebec. It's also me having unreasonable expectations. It's also a completely different situation. Like, I really want everyone on my team to be bonding and sharing and praying for each other and working hard for the Lord and being on fire for Him, but honestly I want now (Day 2) to have the exact same team dynamic as the last day in East Asia. [A little unreasonable...]
Anytime anyone goes off alone, I follow. Stick together at all times! (I almost never broke that rule [in East Asia] and it always felt strange when I did [people stare more when the white guy is alone. lol]) I also feel really weird about the lack of God in all of this. I mean in Asia, even though it didn't sound the same, we still prayed together, we shared in the joys, we worked together through the hard times. We were always in close comunity. We had each other, God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. No internet, facebook, email, nothing. I miss the community we had then. I miss how open it was, but I guess it was a process, so maybe, I should be the one starting the conversations, asking questions [I really miss the questions. lol], sharing about what happened in East Asia and just sparking the fire, yo.
Pray for me that even in the differences, I can hold onto God and follow Him always.
Step out in fire yo.
D.Fa
Today we mainly got out there, looked at what we were working with, checked out the town a bit and walked around to see some folks and meet some kids. The dogs and the kids travel in one pack. It's kinda odd. lol. I feel even in the rest days that we should be doing something more than naps, laptops, Modern Family (although that's how me and my house mates bonded) and 'Shawshank Redemption'. >.>
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