Helpless

God.
I am feeling really tempted right now.
It's way too easy.
The internet makes it way too easy.
The isolation makes it way too easy.

Why don't I love you enough?
Why don't I love you enough?
Why don't I love you enough?

The door is open,
but I'm sitting here preparing to close it.

You provide the ways out
I'm not taking them.
I know I could
I know with you I always can.

Why is sin so deeply rooted?
I know this is wrong.
I know this is disgusting.
Why am I preparing to do it again?

God help me.