Vulnerability

I'm going to go to sleep in a minute, so let me be brief.

I didn't really like today. >.>

I actually do not like talking to strangers, being different in a crowd, asking club office presidents for favours, trying to coordinate people who are either late or unresponsive, phone calls, or entering data into a database. These things I do not like, but talking to students about Jesus, is amazing. Sharing what He has done in my life, sheer grace. Being able to encourage others to trust Him more, a blessing.

So, what was up?

I don't know. I think I was trying to do it all by myself. When I got to campus all I could think was how stressed I was cause I didn't know how to get us a table. Why was I worried? Whether we do or don't have a table God's got it all together. We did end up getting a table.

Later I was so scared of approaching students for fear of rejection and criticism. There were so many students and, really, just me to talk with them all. Why fear when God is with us every second and is so much more than a couple weird looks?

I wish I had just stopped and went and prayed for a bit instead of trying to do it all by myself.

I'm going to sleep now so I can wake up and actually spend time in the word and with God before tomorrow begins.

JW ended up meeting this awesome guy from Benin who wants to change the campus with the gospel. xP So praise God for that and all of the interested students who came and learned more about P2C today.

Ttyl.

D.Fa