Broken

[June 8]

Hey, so today was interesting.

It was pouring all morning... Woke up frantically at 7 for nothing. So I went to sleep. Woke up at 9 semi-frantically and waited hours for nothing. I was supposed to have an interview at 9 am Saskatchewan time. I haven't heard back yet about what happened. ... Next Saturday. >.> Ok. Lol.......

Anyways, the rest of the day was different. Dim sum, Menchie's, work, dubbed Bleach anime, pizza at FB's, and Kill Bill Vol.1.

Yeah.

Rom 1:30 speaks of those who have turned from the knowledge of God to their passions. They 'invent new ways of sinning' says the NLT translation.

Honestly, I have seen this in my life. So many things can become a means to sin. So many. And then you never see it the same way. It is then always a foothold the devil brings back to haunt us.

I cannot overcome sin on my own. I cannot.

My flesh doesn't want me to.

I couldn't change if I tried, I couldn't change even if my flesh wanted to.

But what is impossible for man is possible with God.

Seeking His Kingdom and righteousness; being filled and lead by the Spirit of power; walking in the forgiveness of Christ which leads to repentance; experiencing the firm, but loving embrace of God each day as He disciplines and teaches.

He can change us, even if we can't.

I'm praying He gives me faith, to trust what he says, to see His goodness and the greatness of His love.

I know I am broken, but if I give You this life, You can do something with it.