17.7.10

A Nightmare

So... When was the last time you had a nightmare..?

If you asked me that yesterday I'd have to say something along the lines of "*shrug* idk..?"

In other words, I had a very vivid scary frightening nightmare last night... or actually, this morning, after I had already woke up... But then I went to sleep again... I woke up because, in my dream, my dad was like screeching at me... I should probably explain a little. I don't remember too much of the beggining, but the ending was very vivid...

My teeth felt loose. I tend to have this fear of my teeth falling out apparently... so ya, a little later, like my whole top jaw's teeth were pulled out because I touched them again... like they fell out as one piece and then separated into teeth. There was no blood or anything, but it was so scary. I was like feeling my teeth to see if they were actually gone. Like I could actually feel that they weren't there... I don't think I've ever actually felt something while dreaming........... Then I was freaking out, like, omg I need to talk to a dentist and an orthodontist or something and get new teeth because this is so scary.... Then like my dad walked in and like I couldn't talk. and then I couldn't understand what he was saying. Then I fell to the floor... like omg.... this is worse then death.....

pop. I'm awake. *reaches for teeth* Oh, thank god that was a dream......... wait what time is it..... clock reads "7:05", ie actually 6:55. I have to be at work for 7...

To top it off, I couldn't really breathe... like only shallow breaths.There's this like pain in my chaest when I breathe deeply... pneumonia...? I thought my apendix was exploding for like half an hour... but told myself to stop thinking about it. IT IS NOT MY APENDIX! I told myself. I feel that if I think I have anything I'll actually get it... so I always tell myself its actually nothing, deal with it, and then just move on, in pain / sickness.

So, ya... apparently I threw out my knife yesterday, by accident. So I needed another one. I was asking if there was an extra around and my boss walks in. He said there weren't any extra right now, so he lent me his............... I think I threw it out... >.< I havn't told him yet...... >.<

Tennis, PvZ, anime, bible study....

Sleep plz.

D.Fa

"Hey AL, I'm gonna go sleep now... I don't have a girlfriend."

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