Prophets

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I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think right now.

I just had, well, I guess you can't call it a conversation because it was a bit one sided... I just spoke with a man who has had such an incredible role in my walk with God and right now my mind is blown.

I don't know where to begin, and I probably won't because I do believe I need to take some time and really digest this.

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When you think you know everything, and you don't.
When you think you can simply diagnose, and put pills in it to make it better.
When that hole in your heart pushes you past your comfort zone to find solutions and ways to fill it on your own.
When you jump to conclusions.
When you repeatedly try to do the same thing to try and get different results.

And then time stops.

Your whole world stops spinning.

Momentum has been broken.

The silence, that lets you think again.

What now? What about then? What about tomorrow?

What will be written on that next page?
Is this even true?
Can I trust in this?

Can the scientific method prove this statement?

But this is the answer. Isn't it? Isn't this what you've always been thinking? I didn't even say it and the words were there. I didn't even say yes or no, but the script kept going. Literally ripping the thoughts out of my mind because I was too scared to say them.

This absolutely changes everything.

But is it too late?
Can this momentum be stopped?
Can what is written be erased? Can I rewrite this?

Stop. Be still  and know that I am God.

The silence.