He's Got the Whole World

Yo, so sharing my story with friends and stuff has been good so far. In general it has been really good feedback and good stuff.

The issue now is trying to be organized in doing it.

I have a lot of friends (on facebook) and am trying to sort them into a prioritized list so I can better have these conversations with people. So, that's actually kinda slowed me down. And it's made me realize how much of a Christian bubble I sometimes live in.

More over, I've kinda gone back to just hiding it. Being scared of what new people would think, or how it would completely change my relationships with those who don't really know me yet. It's kinda the same thing as before... Which is stupid. haha.

I've also been over thinking about it way too much. It doesn't define me. I have been adopted by Christ's blood and am a son of God first and foremost. So, who cares if they find out about this. Who cares if I lose a friend or two. Who cares, so long as the gospel is preached and people can hear of God's love for them?

So, I google+ hungout with a brother in Christ from Quebec and talked the other day. He's pretty cool. lol. It's so much more simple than I make it out to be by over thinking. Pretty much all he said was "it comes down to will you follow God or not?" lol.

Sunday at church kinda was great. lol

First was Children's Sunday school. We sang 'This Little Light of Mine' and 'Nothing but the Blood of Jesus'.
The lesson was about the Holy Spirit. One verse said "those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God." Later I was on worship team. Always good times. After service I met JC's friend and he was just really inspired by my story. Like, he isn't Christian yet, but thought it was awesome. o.O

So, pretty much, 'stop worrying about it. Just follow my lead. I can do more than you can imagine.'

The old saying 'do your best and let God do the rest' applies I believe. haha. I don't need to worry, I just need to go where He tells me and follow His lead and don't worry about it.

Twice this last week I've had a couple guys pretty much tell me I am relying on my self too much.

I gotta keep remembering that He is with me. That His Spirit is in me. That to live is Christ, a daily sacrifice, and all for eternal life; to know God and experience Him personally and to be His ambassador to the nations, including Carleton and Health Canada and my family.

If my whole life is about me, than it's wasted.

He's always got bigger plans than I can imagine. Just gotta trust in the little bit I can see as He reveals more and more of it.

Easier said than done. Pray for me to be always filled with the Spirit and seeking to live as Christ did, embracing the suffering ahead for the glory to come.