I feel so bad right now.
I don't even understand why I feel this way.
This shouldn't be a problem.
Why is this happening to me? How can I get through this?
What am I supposed to do?
Why do I feel this way..? What even is this feeling.
I know when it started, but I also know that I shouldn't have reacted so severely to something that is in the past, doesn't even involve me directly, and has been payed for by the Saviour.
I see the joy and hope and everything that God has given. I never would have guessed.
God's grace is unending. His Spirit has been poured out. His love is undeserved. He changes us from within. God uses the weak and broken. He heals the afflicted and gives an eternal hope to those who trust in Him.
THEN WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY! GAH!
>.<
I know that facts are greater than feelings, but I don't even understand my feelings right now. I guess I have another tough day at work ahead of me. Why is it always the day that I have to be at work thinking for hours that I have these difficult things happen to me? >.> Grrrrr. I wanna punch something.
D.Fa
Sometimes we let our inner feelings get the best of us and we feel helpless. I had that feeling this weekend, and I even cried over it. Even after letting everything out in tears, I still felt awful! Feelings do pass, and I'm sure God sees us as lovely when we can overcome even our most powerful emotions, even if it takes some time to recover (:
ReplyDeleteThanks man. I appreciate it. I am more and more grateful that God has brought us together to encourage one another. But even more than your sympathy, we know that Jesus also went through the same things. God knows what we are going through, which is awesome.
DeleteI know how you feel bro. Even though people say we shouldn't let our feelings get to us, it is easier said than done because how we feel sometimes is not something we can control.
ReplyDeleteAs simple and cheesy as it sounds, you gotta pray and learn more about the attributes of God. We gotta be honest about our feelings in front of God. We are too weak to deal with it, we can't understand our feelings but our creator can. I really hope you will find joy soon brother.
Thanks for all your prayers and encouragements, brother. I'm so glad we met last summer. God is doing awesome things and it's placing our faith in Him and the truth He has shown us that we can keep going even if our feelings don't always match up.
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