Showing posts with label Embarassing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Embarassing. Show all posts

1.11.11

The weekend.

So, I guess I didn't really say, but ya. I got my lab report done on time and I was pretty happy with it.

Anyways, after staying up so late on Friday I slept in until 10, which was still only, like 6 hours, but I guess if you include 'The Shining' you get closer to 7 hours? lol.

I had to start working on my physical chemistry lab. I think I started on Friday during a break, so I had already done a bit, but I really wasn't making much progress. I think that I am the type that has a hard time starting something, but once the ball is rolling I'm gonna make it go as fast as possible. I was not going very fast. I got caught up on a couple little things. Luckily I have three lab partners to ask about these things. They aren't usually too much help, I usually end up solving my own problems, but only when I'm asking them for help. I think LF is really smart. He looks much like BD, but even sharper. The thing is, he tends to make significant mistakes and overlook them. I've helped him a few times in that type of situation.

Anyways, I had work 2-10. It's really cool now that I have a few friends at work that when I come back after not working for a couple weeks I can say hello to them and have a smile on my face. =D Umm. Ya... the bosses' praise is kinda embarassing though... >.< I don't deserve that praise. I'm just trying to be helpful. >.>

I had dinner at my parents'. I guess my mom got a bit upset when I suddenly told her I couldn't have my wisdom teeth taken out because I'll be at Winter Conference after Christmas again. >.< I guess she was just concerned that if I don't get them out, my teeth will all get messed up, I'll miss class when it becomes urgent, etc... I'll just do it over reading week. ok..?

By the way, my mom is doing pretty well, so thank you for praying.

Umm. Ya.

Sunday was really great. Worship was really great. I was really not in the mood. I really dislike it when I'm in that mood of apathy and thinking about what I am doing if my heart isn't there. But God really met me there and got me going again. I really need more quality time with Him. The worship, the sermon, God, were all there and it was good. I don't really like 'Better is One Day', especially the chorus, but it was good.

We went home after church (the couples went to Pastor DB's house..?) and I continued to work on my lab. ... bussing to church is pretty boring. But once I got there it was really good. We were reading a lot of Acts. It is definitely more than what I had originally thought of it. I mean. I thought it was a pile of names and places, but (especially after reading the Old Testament more) the speeches and amazing things happening in the book of Acts are so cool. I repent of my old thoughts of Acts.

I think I got home and finished my lab. sleeping time.

(more to come)

19.1.11

Semi-Fail

So, I kinda semi-failed today.

As I set out to do, I went sharing. I talked to one person within the first 20 minutes. She was a non-practicing Catholic who knew the gospel. I really didn't say anything super substantial and I only thought of a few better things to say once I had left... But it was cool. There are a lot of people on campus who are more than willing to have a conversation. And yet, I haven't talked to them...

After talking to her, I did not talk with anyone else. Literally. She was the first person I approached. This gives me a 100% sharing score for the day, but when you look at where that number comes from it is a 1/1 not a 20/20... I ended up walking around for a while. Then I went to Oasis to try and get someone to go with me and ended up in a prayer meeting. Then I walked around again. I had dinner. I walked around some more...

I realized I have almost only approached white students. I do kinda feel scared of approaching someone who is Muslim... I then figured I should ask VS if I could go sharing with her. She has spent at least a couple summers on project in North Africa talking with students about Jesus and the gospel, so I'm sure she'd be fine with it.

Ya. Around 5ish I gave up. I put a stop to my walking and just sat in front of CW's locker and read "The Case For Faith" until 6:00. I then went to Oasis and continued my reading, but closer to my next class. You see, I am currently reading 5 books. One reason for this number of books is that I kinda don't have much of a desire to continue some of them. For example 'The Case For Faith' kinda got me a bit bored... In the first chapter on Suffering I kinda lost interest. Lee Strobel has this style of writing that sometimes annoys me a bit. He often uses large words and sophisticated phrasing. This is because he is a journalist... [Not necessarily true, but I dislike how he often strongly attacks the discussion on the side that makes you depressed if you haven't learned much in that area before he explains that it actually is better then that, but if you don't have time to read it, you end up kinda depressed. lol]

In any case, I finished that first chapter and got to the second. It was about how miracles contradict science. It was quite interesting. I had kinda heard some of it before. The next chapter really got my attention. It was about evolution, or at least that's what the title of the chapter said. The chapter was actually a lot about the origin of life. It kept my attention very well because I knew what they were talking about. Every time it said that it was so unreasonable to believe a scientific theory I got this huge grin on my face. I really liked the sentence "I think people who believe that life emerged naturalistically need to have a great deal more faith than people who reasonably infer that there's an Intelligent Designer."

In any case, the book I am currently hoping to finish is 'The Case For Faith'. I want to finish it and 3 other books so I can continue reading 'The Case for a Creator' by Lee Strobel. xP I hope there isn't a lot of overlap between what I just read and what I will be reading.

So, ya... I will not stop sharing. I am definitely learning some things from even my short sporadic encounters with sharing. I just feel like after I've walked through the same room 6 times that everyone is looking at me like I'm crazy........ xP

Ttyl.

D.Fa

PS. I had a word with J(?) finally! ... It was only one word though... xP I have known of her for quite some time and I have recognized her since around the start of the year maybe, but I had until today never said a word to her. I have a lot of this type of relationship where I have creeped enough information that I know who someone is and yet I have never talked to them...

PPS. Showers that have been recently cleaned are very slippery when wet and soapy.