Struggling

Yo. So today and yesterday were pretty hard. I mean, I had three midterms today and without going into too much detail they were hard, easy and weird, respectively. I did however survive them.

I stayed up really late reading my Biochem textbook. I woke up early to continue and finish my phys chem equation sheet. Off to school for those two. Then I decided studying for plants was boring so I spoke only in Japanese for about 30 minutes with JXW who knows [very little] Russian and is learning Korean, but not Japanese yet. She wants to take intensive next year. Why are leaves and cancer similar? They are often terminal. Serious face. That was an answer I selected... The choices were like "green" "photo synthetic" and a couple other random ones...

Anyways, I thought my Biochem lab was due tomorrow, so I worked on that lab quite a bit.

Makeshift 22's first bi-weekly social was tonight. It was pretty interesting and a lot of fun. We got busted by the campus cops though... Not because we were doing anything illegal, but because they were worried for our safety. It was just becoming awesome.

Ya, so. Sin sucks. If I can't even carry the weight of my own sins for a couple hours, imagine how Jesus felt on that cross bearing all our sins. I'm so glad I have a Saviour who has paid for my sins and the sins of the world because there's no way I can ever pay back on my own for the sins I commit.

Whenever I fall down, I fall far and it's bad. I give the devil a foothold and he goes miles with it. For two days it's just been pounding on me in my thoughts. I've felt really bad, but I know not to rely on my feelings, but with faith on the things God has written in the Bible.

Anyways, I'm gonna go sleep for more than 5 hours!

Ttyl.

D.Fa