Showing posts with label Encourage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Encourage. Show all posts

17.4.15

Sometimes I Need to Remind Myself

(In response to an email encouraging me about having shared my story (link at the bottom))

“Hey sis,
thank you for your continued encouragement and friendship. Emails like this and knowing that I've got a bunch of people standing there with me, together seeking His face, chasing after His kingdom and righteousness, together struggling against the world, the enemy, and the flesh, fighting the good fight by the Spirit and by His grace. I struggled a lot with the decision to share that video before finally trusting God with it and what would come from it, but in everything He is good and has encouraged the church to be bold, and showed me continually His goodness. May we never forget that goodness and all He has done.

Phil 1:12-14 is how I want to see all of this.
"12 I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel, 13 so that it has become known throughout the whole imperial guard and to all the rest that my imprisonment is for Christ. 14 And most of the brothers, having become confident in the Lord by my imprisonment, are much more bold to speak the word without fear."

I will admit that I really dislike boasting in weakness and relying upon others' grace or generosity. I try to be independent and confident in myself. But that always fails.

May God give us grace and boldness to proclaim our weakness and inadequacies as we trust in Him. May the gospel always be on our hearts and lips. May those around us see Christ. May He be glorified in everything. May we stumble, may we fall short, may the thorns in our flesh remind us ever of His grace and goodness, may we never forget that those thorns are not who we are, for we are now those who do not back down or are defeated, but we, who have been purchased, sanctified, made a new creation in the all atoning, propitiating death of Christ, we who no longer stand condemned, but stand alive, stand firm in Him, we are eternally God's adopted children, not born out of human decision or will, but fully by God's grace and everlasting love.

We are so worthy, and yet He loves us and lavishes His grace upon us. May we throw aside all hindrances and run forward chasing after Him as He enables and works in and through us by the Spirit that raised Christ from the dead. May we experience Him and the resurrection, abundant life that is found in no other name than in Christ, our saviour, our redeemer, our God, our friend.
May that be according to His will and for His glory, and even more than we can ask or imagine.

Your brother in Christ, through struggle, trial, and joy,
D.Fa (帝法)”

My Story: Video; Written.

13.4.11

The palest ink lasts longer than the sharpest memory.

So, this week I have been really encouraged.

The thing though is that I have been encouraged by the past, more specifically by things that have been written down when God was really working in the lives of the authors.

So, I was thinking and I realized I still haven't posted about my Campus for Christ Sharing Testimony from the week after Summit. So here it is. lol.

"Random Evangelism":
"My name is Dylan. I have been going to OCBC for a couple years and I have heard some things about C4C. My general impression is that everyone went out alone and just talked to as many people as possible in a quick, random evangelism.

I am usually very shy when I meet people for the first time, so talking that much with, basically, strangers really scared me, on top of which I feel I don't know enough to properly share with others. So basically, I never really shared [my faith] with anyone until these last couple weeks.

Summit and C4C in general really encouraged me and pushed me to go outside my comfort zone. There was training and I got to meet a lot of other C4C members.

After Summit was 'the plunge' where everyone was encouraged to break a faith barrier and take their faith a step further. For many first years this meant sharing the gospel with someone on campus for the first time. That is what it meant for me.

The first time, me and [SS] went to the food court. We talked about the usual way [SS] shares with others and then we prayed that God would lead us to the right person.

After praying, we turned to the person sitting right beside us. His name was [J(?)]. He was an international student and had been taking philosophy. Recently they had been thinking about the meaning of life and he was interested in speaking with us. As we went through the 'Knowing God Personally' booklet he recognized Revelation 3:20 [Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.] He said that he had seen a movie and after [SS] had inquired, it had almost definitely been "the Jesus Film". [J(?)] didn't accept Christ that day, but seemed interested in follow up.

Afterwards [SS] told me more about "the Jesus film" and how in China to see the film you have to be in a private screening with headphones. The fact that [J(?)] had seen it is amazing. God had already been working in his life.

My second attempt at sharing was on Wednesday. I again asked to see if anyone could come with me and everyone who responded was too busy. So I was left alone and was pretty frightened. I wasted like 40 minutes reading my email and blogging before I made up my mind. In an hour if I hadn't already gone sharing, I would go. I prayed that God would calm my heart, give me courage, that He would guide me to the right person and that He would give me the right words to say.

Less than 3 minutes later BC walked over and sat down with me. BC was someone I knew from highschool. We had very similar schedules throughout highschool, but we don't really talk too much. However, I had felt before that I should share with him and I felt it again.

I'm not very good at explaining things usually, but we went through the booklet and there were a lot of questions to answer. I think I managed to get most of the point across. BC had heard most of it before when I invited him to a youth outreach event. If BC hadn't shown up when he had I probably wouldn't have shared that day.

These two sharing experiences I've had since Summit have shown me a number of errors in my image of C4C sharing.

1. You are never alone. Whether you go sharing with another C4C member or not, God is there too.

2. You don't need to know every point in the Bible to share the gospel. The Holy Spirit will give you the words and the booklet gives you focus.

3. There is nothing random about it. You make an effort to set aside an hour and a half, you ask God to guide you and God will provide you with someone. [Although this point can also be expanded past a strict 1.5 hour setting into a more daily walking with God with your whole life open waiting for the opportunities God gives you. (Don't compartmentalize God!)]

4. It isn't just about getting to as many people as fast as you can. It is about having an actual conversation with another person.

2 Timothy 1:7-8 For God has not given us a Spirit of timidity, but of power and love and discipline. Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony of our Lord... but join with me in suffering for the gospel according to the power of God."

Yep. That is it. 3 pages of graph paper written in pencil on a bus ride from home to school on a friday afternoon. God really was showing me that He does great things. Whenever we take steps in faith, He helps us along and does great things.

Ya, I thought this might encourage someone. It's hitting me. lol. I read today that the first thing Jesus said to his disciples was that they would become fishers of men, ie bringing others to Jesus. The first thing He said. If you aren't fishing, you aren't a disciple. That line also hit me.

Ttyl.

D.Fa



PS. Re:title of blog post. The jot notes in pen are clearer by far then the full copy in pencil.

PPS. Two Door Cinema Club is a really cool band. xP

The song played on repeat all of Tuesday:

The song played on repeat all day Wednesday:

22.3.11

God is Awesome.

Enough said, but really, I'd like to tell you about some things that have happened recently.

So, as you may know, I will be, God willing, going to East Asia this summer on a mission's project. So, I've had to prepare to, well there's no way to sugar coat this, ask people for money. Of course, that's not all I'm asking for, I mean, if I was only asking for money then I would be in it for the wrong reasons and it wouldn't be because of God. I mean we need to ask God for His provision and blessing and that the whole thing will go well, but I digress.

It is very biblical having a group of others supporting you in your ministry. All the Levite's back in the old testament relied on God's provision, Jesus sent out the disciples with nothing, Paul relied on gifts from others, etc. So, we had a Bible study the other day about that. As we were having it a pastor (well, not for a few years, but he's been called to seminary) walked over and asked if we were having a Bible study and asked if he could join us. At the time it was like, ok, random guy, that's cool. He actually barely even recognized one of the three of us, so really, he was basically a stranger to us, all of us, but ya. He really encouraged us. He was saying how it was so bold to be having a Bible study in the Unicentre and how on first impression we're really relying on God and he prayed for us and everything. I'm really glad he showed up randomly. lol.

So, ya. Today I gave my friend from Film class a support letter and she was so excited for me and said she would definitely pray for us and help me financially. I barely get to talk to her 10 minutes each week, and that is only the weeks that she comes to class and stays for the movie, but ya. It's pretty amazing how the random friendships I've made can be so encouraging and amazing. She's been talking for a while about coming to a C4C Weekly Meeting, but we haven't had too many deeper conversations, but even through texting after she got picked up we had a good conversation.

Also, I saw a bunch of kids respond to an alter call on Saturday night and give their lives to Christ. And I've made a bunch of friends and seen how important prayer is.

God is Amazing and I can't wait to see how much more He will do this summer. I hope you guys can pray for me too.

Thanks!

D.Fa

PS. My highschool friends are awesome too and so is Indonesia!